tomorrow is the election. i don't imagine that i will sleep so well the rest of this week. my nerves are frayed and i don't know what to think. i decided to open this space and at least try to figure that out, like the good old days, where i came to write and figure out what i thought about things. it's surreal that the spray-tanned convicted felon even has a chance. i personally think he has a less of a chance that the polls make it appear. it's in the media's interest to make it seem close to keep people interested and glued to their screens. i don't think it's as close as all that. because record numbers of young people seem to have decided to vote early. and because women aren't going to surrender control of what happens to their bodies. so i think that harris will win and win decisively. but it's probably still going to be ugly - remember what we saw on that fateful january 6? that was no doubt just a warm-up. and that has my stomach in knots. i want my child in arizona to be safe. i want her to be able to make her own reproductive decisions. and i sincerely hope that my closest family members will not vote against her ability to do that.
